ScreamingThruTheVeil's Xanga

Friday, January 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 00:34:48 GMT

Saramis got a new one:

http://www.xanga.com/illgiveyou_frostbite

Bai everybody.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:34:57 GMT

Right. anyways. Anyone like slash? Yaoi? I am a new fan of certain slashes and yaois. Go me. Why? Cause Pitch Pearl is the sexiest, most narcisstic pairing ever. And narcissm is good.

My Zen's battery is dead and I forgot the charger when I left for my grandma's. My cell phone's battery is dead and I can't find it here. It's 12:30 and I just realized I missed FMA *headdesk*

I talked to Kaity today and we wrote our own lemon about Daniel Radcliffe, Trisha Takanowa, 50 Cent, Danny Fenton, and Robin The Boy Wonder. Good times. Good times.

I'm bored. I'm gonna go play n00beball or something.

,x3

Saramis

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:55:34 GMT

I saw Memoirs of a Geisha... 2 days ago. Wow, the days flew by! Well, it was awesome, and I spent the night at Luz's.

God, people at TGS are weird. Right now I'm pretending I'm totally drunk and random things pop up around me when I snap my fingers and I'm requesting upbeat pop music.

Yes. Its strange.

AND I LOVE MEH ZEN! *glomps Zen*

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:33:48 GMT

Well, jeebus, whats going on here.

Been busy at the two forums I'm modding. Being a moderator in a burning building full of idiots who don't know how to get out is the worst job ever, and my other forum's servers fxsking down. Which sucks cause that one's actually GOOD. I'm such a nutjob...

Gifts and Curses is, like, my new favorite song. Flyleaf and Atreyu and my new favorite bands.

I got a Creatize Zen MP3 player, its supposed to be better than iPods. I love it.

And I'm watching Grease.

UNDERWORLD 2 AND FINAL DESTINATION AND MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA YESSSSHHHHH!

MMkay, I'm done now.

I miss you Kaitz.

Happy belated Xmas, Hanukah, and Kwanzaa, and winter Solstice guys.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:46:00 GMT

Bless Me, Ultima was a grand book... but that doesn't make the project any less frustrating. I did the essay, most of my cover art, and got my biography source... yayy...

I had a most interesting Thanksgiving weekend... went to Krikkit's today to do the thingy. Her mask is well done, with her oil pastels and shizzat... XD

So I'm moderating this forum again... it's been up roughly two days and its doing way better than planned. Yeah it's Danny Phantom related, most of it anyway there's this whole chunk of non-DP... STFU

Some guy IMd me today. From Singapore o.0 It was cool though he asked if Texans were really like they are in the cartoons... I taught him well.

</3

Saramis

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 03:35:51 GMT

I fuckin hate you for what you've done to me over the past few months. I'm sure you don't even know you're doing it which is probably the worst part of it... but I know no matter how much I say I hate you, I'd be overjoyed if you finally started talking to me again. Like we used to, for that short amount of time that we did... can I ever forgive you prolly not. Depends. Chances of you reading this? Slimmer than the chances of me sitting here moping about it while listening to Hawthorne Heights... I'm scaring myself. Only, maybe, 2 or 3 ppl even know who I'm talking about but if he reads this he'll know its him. And yes Jon I know its bullshit but what the hell it's bullshit I've wanted to say for a while now... even if he doesnt see it. Coz I'm a bloody coward and cant say it to his face. I can't say anything to him anymore...

Annoying whinyness is over. Thanks for reading, folks, see you next time... now a word from our sponsers:

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 05:21:36 GMT

Rouch week, really bad, I can't even tell most of you whats happened. Internet back. Theatre moves to PAC on Monday. Krikkits house is fun. Harry Potter rocked. Grandmas for TGiving, oh joy... not much else to say. -_- Bored... so... later

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 13:18:06 GMT

So, Gerard is now officially kicked out of our house. Not only has he been a jackass, but he's been a lying, sickom mental jackass. I won't go into any further details. Last night was kinda crazy, though. I was at the bookstore for most of it because my mom didn't want me at the house but I got filled in on it. I don't really care anymore, and she says she doesn't. She's seriously pissed off at him...
speaking of the bookstore, I read one more Lament of the Lamb and I started reading Alichino. B&N doesn't have near as much of a collection of the stuff I like as Barnes and Nobles does, but I've added a few things to my booklist for Christmas. This new Christopher Pike series is looking interesting plus one called Sweetblood but I think I might just get a gift card for that or something...
Harry Potter: if anyone else can go with me, tonight. I am SO excited it's going to be wicked awesome. I've kept myself from looking at pretty much any new pictures or clips for the past two months and I'm glad, because pretty much the entire movie is out in screenshots already *rolls eyes*
I'm writing again XD well, poetry I mean, I've been writing fanfiction for a while now. But I'm happy they sound cool. Must be the new CDs and stuff I've gotten. But my internet is busted so I haven't been able to go to DPO, or check my mail, or go to TR (even tho I haven't in forever...)
Anyway, because Gerard is gone I'm going to have to go home w/ someone else. Krikkit is the top of the list but my mom doesn't want to 'impose' or anything.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 02:07:20 GMT

Well... today was certainly... interesting. Ahem. I now own the souls of six people at DPO. That basically means I have them on a leash with electrical interfaces for if they're bad and if they're good they get a hotdog ^_^ Wow. It's fun having power.

I did a little on my biology HW... meh... I need a shoebox I can't find one. Screw Voges I HATE that class...

Jon: Crissakes, do you even remember telling me that one time 'the reason for depression is anti-love'? A really long time ago? I can't get that out of my head, ever. It's really stuck to me...

http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/286/6/4/Mary_Sue_Slayer_Sam__comic__by_Dreamwish.jpg

That... is.... GOD!

It's like you're a leech / Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe / Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
[Chorus]
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost / It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me / Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head/ Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways / Unless I give you up now
[Chorus]
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix / I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time / Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

Lo</3ve

SKZ

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:33:12 GMT

Okay I went to BooksAMillion and I read 3 more Lament of the Lambs they have 7 total, it is sooo good! I know it says 2 up there but I just liked the cover. I also found the ninth DNAngel and I loved it! *sigh* Satoshi-kun... XD too bad I think he digs Daisuke :( No new Othello or Princess Ai though. I found number 5 of Crescent Moon which they didn't have but they have it now so I'm very happy! Nat's techno mix and Atreyu CDs she let me borrow are good so far... havent listened to much of the Atreyu, techno's just so good... I want a Daft Punk CD. I started up my list for Xmas they're already asking... both SOTYs, new Shinedown and Nickelbacks, PotO soundtrack, Nightwish's One, Lacuna Coil's In A Reverie, HIM's latest, Godsmack, Disturbed, etc... music... need my fix...

I wanna join Krypdorken just to make them all mad...

Anyone who can get me a non-akaistream code for this song "Swallow the Knife" by SOTY, I'll luv you forever.

So our open wounds will bleed / Until our veins run dry
Now we have to take this thorn / And tear it from our side
Agitated at the fault line / Still agreed to disagree
Your connected to the heart / But tonight we'll set you free
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
[Chorus]
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Even now as i write this down / All pretensions disappear
Now our impulses will bite / At the ankles of our fear
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
[Chorus]x2
Words are spoken
Words are broken down
So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in
[Chorus]
Now our hands are tied
And the problems lie within
Words are spoken / Words are broken
Broken Down